Not everything happens for a reason. Sometimes life just sucks.
Everything is going to be alright, maybe not today, but eventually.
The Buddhists say if you meet somebody and your heart pounds, your hands shake, your knees go weak, that’s not the one. When you meet your ‘soul mate’ you’ll feel calm. No anxiety, no agitation
Hang in there. It is astonishing how short a time it can take for very wonderful things to happen.